Posts tagged: tired!

Feeling disconnected from myself

By , November 29, 2008 10:19 pm

I’m feeling pretty low right now, and I’m not sure why. I think it’s probably a combination of things ranging from mundane and, ulitimately, small issues – not getting enough sleep last night, having an off eating schedule today, realizing the four day weekend is almost over – to larger issues that have been weighing on my mind – the recent irregular communication issues weith G, the slump I always feel after a big performance is over, concerns at work, and so on.

So even though it’s Saturday night and friends are in town who I don’t get to see often (SS, TV, MF) my inclination is to stay home and curl up with a book to drown out the darkness swirling around my head.

And I’m worried that when I do go out – because just staying home would get me in trouble with these friends who I won’t see again for months – I’ll be in such a blah mood that I’ll be poor company anyway.



More tiring that expected

By , August 21, 2008 12:31 pm

Whoo! I just took the silks and spanish webs over to the laundromat to clean and hung them in the gym to dry. My gods, hauling wet fabric up 18 feet is exhausting.


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